You may inquire of yourself, "Yourself, were all those drugs (incl. coffee, sweets, cigs, sodas, endorphins, antibiotics) in HS & College worth it?" And yourself may respond like any addict worth less than his salt, "No." And yet, there/here you are. Dreaming, again. OFFloating. The stupendous Experience of Existence may be the drug you crave. Indulge. Like a baby. Floating. Calmly. On a dull blanky.